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Florida !

              So i am her Florida right now with my boy friend mike and my rents, its pretty nice here and i love it. Not as cold a illiois thats for sure anyways i would like to see how everyone is doing becuase i miss xanga and ive been trying to make time to write but ya...you prob see how that is working out. Anyways someone comment me :)

Crazy life

So things are a little crazy right now. I got my labtop fixed . I have not been able to get on here. things are just crazy ..lol..with moving and my bf and rents...my life is on fire right now. Anyways im sorry i have not written in here. Im getting ready to have class here in a few but i thought i would write on here and for real i am going to write on here as much as i can. Well i need to go right now but ill write more later today bout wats going on.

Love you

Church..

       Hey,

             So I went to church on sunday. Drove an hour in the snow...it was fun..lol..but anyways i felt god on sunday. like before i even went to church. Like i had been out late on saterday night...and lately there has been no way i was going to church but i keep having wired dreams and i wanted to sleep till like noon and i woke up ready to go and full of energy at 8 am ..lol..but then the wiredest thing happed...i have not been able to find my bible ( witch had my sermons in it) And i woke up and my bible was right on my floor..with just one sermon in it..and it was a sermon about how god never leaves...it brings me to tears becuase i know thats god at work but i also hate that it took me that to relize god is here...his not going to leave me...even when i dont feel him around i know that he is there. I am going to youth group on wesnday and i am going to start going to church every sunday i can and start to get involed agian...my bf is not goin to get me threw everything. Oh and i do have some bad news...i lost the baby...sad but then maybe i sign? Idk anymore life is fillied with so many wired things...but i have been praying..and i thought about sometime this month..getting re-water babtized..it was put on my heart sunday and i cant stop thinking about it. I really need to get my things together. I know i need god..there...i admit..i need you god! I LOVE YOU! I got to worship yesterday and i was just crying in the inside..a happy one..becuase i have not done that in a while...i have worship music in the background...and man does it feel good...Anyways i need to get back to stuff ...i have court today thats why i am not in school....but ya..im going to be wirting on here and i could reallly use some friends right now..maybe some advice and prayer :) I love you all!

*Chrissi

omgosh!

        So i have not been on here in like 5 years it seems ...lots have gone on tho..i am sitting at home...sick..but not really..just was this moringing...i gots loads to tell anyone who reads this...when i do write...but anyways...things are okay i guess with the rents but i made some bad mistakes and now my life is about to change faster then i know it. I am having a baby...due july 7th! It crazy..i went to the doc and its a for sure thing...its crazy...me having a baby..i thought it would never happen and now look..ugh i hate myself soo much right now....but i do have a great guy to get me through this becuase i know that god is no longer here with me..i just wish i would not have done some things...you know..but oh well...even tho this is going to go on for the rest of my life...so anyways..i was wondering how everyone else is doing...i hope better then me right now..So comment me and i try to get back to you asap...i am going to be writing on here more becuase it always use to help me and i really need something to do when i am home sick. But here is a song that desribes me sooo good right now..i love this song!